what do you do when love feels hopeless? when it feels completely out of reach.....you feel like you have nothing to live for.
being alone is getting old. i'm getting to the point to where i'm just frustrated with my heart and i just wanna rip it out so i don't have to feel anything. it seems like it would be so much easier that way......
confusion. doubt. trying to tell yourself what you feel isn't real, love isn't real.
i'm scared to fall in love, terrified actually. i'm afraid to let myself go, to let somebody in.
what makes me happy?
what makes me smile?
what makes me laugh?
i should probably be asking myself who instead of what......
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