question's and doubt's....what to do??

oh wow....i shock myself sometimes with the things i do.. after telling myself over and over i wasn't gonna make a move and that i needed some breathing room because she was so persistent i made the first move anyway. i don't know why, maybe it was the way she looked at me before she left. i don't want things to move so fast i get overwhelmed....and so far it's kinda gone that way..ugh. i'm pulling the 'let's go slow' card. yes. ok. time for bed. ......hmm.

blah.