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i have to say i'm really nervous for the upcoming holiday season. i am so stressed about my money and the presents i'm going to get. i haven't even gotten cards yet :/....i'm really pushin' it. blah. kill me. today pretty much sucked. it's been snowing and freezing rain all day and night. my car is blocked in by snow and it's frozen solid. i hate this time of year. this would be the perfect time to be somewhere in florida :D which brings me to miami!!! some of my friends and i are going to miami for new years. hells yes!! i'm sooo excited. i've never been to florida.....or anywhere. lol. i have to fly though and that makes me nervous. i haven't been on a plane in almost 13 years and i don't really remember what it's like. i just hope i can pull of saving my money for miami and still have money for christmas shopping....butttttt i think i'm pretty sure i can do it :/ hopefully. i'm gonna have to cut out a few shows i was planning on going to and end up going into work instead. blah....

oh. and i had the weirdest dream last night..... but i don't feel like typing details so........whatever :)

and i'm really hungry for a jack burger from tgi friday's....mmmmn. i hate living in this small ass town. gayyyyyyyyyyyy. nothing to do except go to the lame ass wannabe clubs and get drunk off your ass....hahaha.

and another thing :) the other day i when i was working i stopped at mobil to get a red bull---sugar free of course ;)....and ran into this dude i went to high school with that me and natalie saw at the club the night before...well, we start talking and he's like'where's natalie..blah blah blah. and then he said something about high school and i was like "yeah i know i went to school with you"...he was like you did? i was like 'uhhh yea....my name is nadia....veres??" whatever. fucking idiot redneck cowboy big fugly truck drivin' cheap beer drinkin' dumbass ;) he had no idea who i was after four years of seein me everyday. okie dokie....my eyes are droopy. i'm going to bed.

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